Wednesday, September 21, 2005
so physics was :O
everything was so expected.
expectedly hard. ): and its always the main part of it that everyone screws up, so (almost) everyone's marks are low.
but whatever, i hate physics and it hates me too. so i'm not expecting very much.
oh and i just realized, that was the last test i'm taking this year. in mg. forever. i think i'm going to miss this, all the pre-test good luck hugs and the countdowns, because we are such nervous wrecks. and the muggathons, and the late night panic! attacks.
it's amazing really, what the prospect of change can do to you. to feel like you're going to miss something that you've always resented, wow. it's scary too. all the adrenaline. it's just coming to me that the cycle i've gone through the past 2 years is slipping away. slowly, surely. i've always wanted change, and now i've got it. but sometimes it's just the sentimentality of it all. they're all precious gems. and the prospect is always exciting, and then it sinks in, and it becomes a syndrome. oh ouch. you never know what to expect; scars and stories. but i have decided to take steps, big small i don't know yet.
it's going to be a ride.
(i am digressing so much, excuse me. and you probably don't understand anything there because it's my fingers working, not my brain)
okay & today we were playing conebag, it's something like capt ball but you use a cone to catch the beanbag, not ball.
and basically we are rocking. :D
its extreme fun and we complement each so well, like TACTICS! like the flick wrist. haahaha.
we beat mr ong's team like 13-6 even with him playing. whoohoo.
Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate
Or loud and out of key
Sing me anything
We're glad for what we've got
Done with what we've lost
"pictures open in my head"